Sunday, August 16, 2009
I'm sick and tired of everything.
I try to organize my time so that I can attend to other important matters, but what do i get in return?
Since u're so busy, then don bother coming back. Wtf. So much for my effort and time. Everyday I reach lab at abt 9.15am and work for the entire day, sometimes ending work at 7.30pm. I spend almost 9hrs in the lab everyday. I try to get my work done so that I can come back w/o worrying abt my experiments.
Do you understand all these? No. You dont.
Yes, I admit I have a temper. But have you considered all the stuffs I have to go through so that I can make it back? I'm constantly under lots of stressed but you dont care. All you care is whether I'm coming back! Hey! Wake up! You think I can come back as I wish! I need to prove that I'm capable of handling my work! I need to prove to my supervisor that I'm worthy of him accepting me as his honours student!
You have no idea how much stress I am handling.
FYI, I love working in my lab! Though I have to spend most of my time in the lab, I enjoy what I am doing right now.
Dont force me to make the decision.
think again. 6:00 PM
