Sunday, September 24, 2006
School is starting tmr yet i don't have the mood.. Lots of stuffs have happened during this 1 month break. I'm physically and mentally tired. I don't wish for things to turn this way yet it did. You knew it yet you didn't asked and i lost my only hope to tell you. I have regretted too much. This time, it's no exception either. Like you said, the decision has been made. No point crying over spilled milk. What's done is done. It was a mistake in the beginning. My mistake. I shouldn't have let it continued and yet i did when i knew it was impossible. I can blame no one except for myself. I brought this upon myself.
I have lost my only trusted friend. The one whom i could confide in.
I'm apprehensive. Regret is the only thing that bothers me now.
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I hate to cry yet i can't control it. I cried again last night. Crying myself to sleep once more. There's just so much things on my mind now.
think again. 10:47 PM
