Saturday, May 15, 2010
Thesis submission date has been changed to a later date, (24 May) and oral presentation is on 7 June.. Though it's after my birthday, I'm still glad that the department changed the dates. =)
So for the past few days I've been mugging to write my thesis. OMG! There's so many things to write. Intro, M&M, Results, discussion, figures and tables! Editing the pictures alone took me hours just to finish. Darn! But I'm glad to have my supervisors helping me out. I must admit that I'm very fortunate to be under their guidance. They really care alot for us, especially our future. It would be wonderful if I get the PhD scholarship.
No wait... I
WILL get the scholarship so that I can continue to stay in melbourne, in our lab, and learn more from them.
It's the final sprint. I have to cherish every single moment and do my very best!
To side track, I finally managed to watch Iron Man 2, despite my hectic schedule. Somehow I feel that the both Iron man movies ended very abruptly. First the bad guy comes out, then they fought for less than 5 min and BANG! The baddie is dead! Where's the action? I thought there would be more fighting scenes between Iron man and the baddie. Oh well, but overall, I think the movie is pretty satisfying, it just needs more action tt's all. The other movies that I wanna watch are Robin Hood, Prince of Persia and my favourite of all,
Nightmare on Elm street!!!! It's showing in Melbourne on 20 May! Cant watch for it to be in the cinemas and hopefully it would be as good as the previous ones as Robert Englund is not portraying as Freddie Krueger in this movie.
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Well.... This period is really stressful for me. My emotions are running like a wild rollercoaster ride. I hate this kind of feeling, sometimes it's so unbearable that I just wanna scream at the top of my voice. I know that certain things happen for a reason but why do they always have to occur at the wrong time? Perhaps it's just me who is thinking that this is the wrong time but in fact is the perfect time? I know for certainty that it will go away soon. I had it before and I knew it. I'm just going through 1 of those phase in my life where my thoughts and emotions are clouded. I just want all these to end. It's taking its toll on me, draining every single drop of energy that I have. It's hard to conceal this within me. I have to put on a strong front in front of everyone because I dont like to affect people with my erractic moods, but on the other hand, sometimes I just cant control and let it all out. I know it's annoying and sometimes I hate myself for behaving the way I am. I just have to control my emotions and try not to be a nuisance to the others.
Damn it! I just need to get a hold of myself! You know it's not gonna end up the way you wan it and you don wan it either.. Arg!
think again. 10:58 AM
