Saturday, July 21, 2007
sick
Damn. I'm sick again.
Cold and sore throat.
Very irritated now. Feel so terrible.
Perhaps I'm paranoid. But the same old feeling is back.
Whatever. I'm always getting this kinda shit.
Who understands?
No one.
I'm already used to it anyway.
Perhaps my presence is not significant.
Yes. I admit (once again) that I'm paranoid.
I have always been so.
But can you blame me?
What can I do?
Nothing.
Just pretend nothing has happened and smile.
Smiling is the best way to hide the sorrow and sadness behind my face.
I'm tired. Giddy now.
think again. 12:29 AM