Friday, September 15, 2006
Time: 2213
Went back to club for meeting today.. I was damn tired to even wake up.. Haven have enough sleep ever since camp and i need to report for work at 7.30am tmr.
Wtf.. I'm seriously lacking of sleep.. This explains why i get flared up easily nowadays. Plus all the other stuffs that are pissing me off, i am getting agitated!
Please get your facts right before saying anyone. Even if I have done something wrong, that doesn't give you the right to start shoot your mouth. Dont think that no one knows what you're doing. I have had enough of everything. Every single sentence you say contains a sharp that directly pierce into my heart.
I feel like a fool. I have been played with for such a long without realising it. The anger in me is building up. It will and definitely will explode soon. I warn you that.
Lastly, I totally agree with von. You guys should just get a life and stop poking your noses into other people's business. You guys are simply too ignorant and childish. Gossipers would only destroy my life.
Some of you guys may get angry after reading this entry, but please bear in mind that you guys were the one who started everything that lead to this present situation. I'm already under stress and this thing has created even more problems for me.
Please reflect on your actions. How would you feel if this were to happen to you?
The only people i trust now are the ones who stood by me all this time. You guys know who you are so i wont say out your names. Thanks alot for standing up for me. I really appreciate the effort and encouragement. I dont know how my life would be without you guys and i'm grateful that god brought us together.
think again. 10:19 PM
