Wednesday, August 09, 2006
09/08/06
Time: 1434
Happy National Day!! =)
Had a great time hanging out with some of the guis ytd.. Lolx..
Went to settler's cafe at Clark Quay to slack.. Played alots of funny and exciting games.. Hahas.. Devester and De hong were so funny lar..
Left the place at 6pm and had dinner at mac.. After that we walked to Benjamin Sheares bridge to watch fireworks! =)
While waiting for the firework to start, we started to crap.. Lolx.. Devester was being bullied by us.. Think i bully him the most.. Hehe.. =P
The fireworks were splendid! Managed to take a few pics of it..
Then we went to 7-11 to buy drinks.. Happened to saw wei chang there and we thought he was with his gf.. But saded, he wasn't.. =(
Anyway, all of us bought vodka to drink.. Yeah.. We're high and grace was the ultimate.. Hahas.. She was abit dizzy after drinking the vodka.. Lolx.. She was walking sideways lar! wahaha..
Rachel was saying that my face was red la.. I'm not drunk! Hahas.. Just that everytime i drink,my face will turn red within 10 mins.. Hahas.. Inherit this from my mum.. lolx.. And ben was teasing about the redness of my face.. Lolx.. Ben, i got rosy cheek and lips! lolx..
Pics will be uploaded soon. =)
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You once made a promise to me that no matter what happen, you'll always be there for me. Be there for me when i needed you. Be there for me when i need someone to confide in. But all that seems to have changed. I'm still holding on to what i believe. It really hurts to know that you've moved on but at the same time, i'm happy for you. Happy because you're happy. If god wants me to lose you so that you can be happy, then i will. Perhaps losing somethings will allow us to gain back somethings in life.. I'm happy that you're leading a gd life in jc and i nv regretted persuading you to go. I'm contended as long as you're happy. Your happiness is all that matters to me. You may not know but a simple msg from you will brighten up my life. A simple hi, will make me go smiling all day long. All i want is to know how you're doing. You were there for me during my exams, motivating me to study, ensuring me that i will do well. And i did well for my exams. All thanks to you, i even got into the roll of honours. But this time, you're not by my side anymore. I realised i've lost the motivation to study. I'm feeling so lethargic. No mood to study. I'm just sick and tired of everything. My mood is like a roller coaster. Constantly going up and down. When i was watching your performance, tears ran down my cheeks. I don't know why i was feeling this way. After the concert, i wanted to find you but i was so scared till my legs were wobbling. I was happy yet scared to see you cause i didn't know what your reaction would be. Then you saw me and did something. Something which i will not forget in my entire life. At that instant, i was shocked. Nothing could describe how i felt at the point of time. I was holding back my tears until you left. It was then that i realised i'm still deeply in love with you. I thought the feelings had faded somehow but it never did. I don't blame you for what happened. I only blame myself. I don't know whether you'll be reading this, but i just wanna say congrats for being the president. Your prediction really came true. And i never doubted it. You must work and study hard at the same time. =) I still look upon the stars.
think again. 2:39 PM
