Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Time: 2322
Today is SP inter-school track and field meet 2006.. Ran for Cls and happy to say that we won the trophy! Hahas.. Mr ho was smiling all the way when he knew we won.. Lols.. Xiang yee can really run! Congrats to those who ran especially meng juan,amanda, ben, weng chi and xiang yee! =)
Though i got 4th for 400m, it's okie coz my team got 1st for 4x200m relay! wahahaha
Mr ho is going to treat us! =)
Congrats to CLS!
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Got tag by jian zhong to do this.. =P
Instructions:
-Take a look at your friends, then list up to 10 things you want to say to 10 different friends.
-DO NOT state who these people are.
-DO NOT confirm or deny any "comment speculation".
-Then tag five 5 people.
1. Thanks for being there for me when i was facing the most difficult phase of my life. Talking to you really lighten a big load off me. And it is you that made me realised the true meaning of friends. Nothing is able to break this strong friendship that we've established. I've cried in front of you once cause that time i wasn't able to control my emotions. You listened to all my rantings even though it was already very very late. I really appreciate what you have done for me. As you once said, we may have many friends but few friends are hard to come by. Through my time in poly, i've realised the meaning of this sentence. Thanks once again. =) Don't bottle up your problems. If necessary, i'm always 24/7 available. =)
2. I'm sorry that i can't accept the qns that you've asked. You have always been my good friend and will always be one. You would always cheer me up when i'm sad and i appreciate it. I still remember the day you give me the present that shocked my life. hahas.. If you can still remember what the present was.. =) You take care of yourself and good luck for As.
3. Really happy to get to know you better during this period of time.. Can't remember exactly when we were close but i reckon it was shortly after my birthday. =) And singapore is really really really really a small place.. Can't believe that you two were actually in the same primary school and adjacent class. Perhaps it's fate that we get to know each other and have so much things in common. You must be brave okay? I know it's hard to do so considering the fact that i myself is also experiencing the same problem. =P But no matter what, i'll always be there for you my friend. Do what you feel is right. The most important thing is that you know you have tried your best and wont regret in the future. Take care and cheer up. ^_^
4. Okay.. Didn't really know you so well until this year.. But after i got to know you better, i realised that you're quite a lame and funny person. And your cold jokes are really getting colder! Hahas.. Even colder than cold storage! =P Nonetheless, you mustn't stress yourself too much.. Take a break when you really need one. And please bring ur slping bag next time! hahas
5. Another crappy person. Always like to joke around and tease me.. Hahas.. But nvm, i da ren bu ji xiao ren guo.. =x You're really a nice person to talk to. Initially, i didn't dare to talk to you cause you have got the fierce look.. Hahas. But gradually as time passes, i realised that you're a funny, crappy, crazy and lame person.. Be optimistic okay? =)
6. Okay.. First of all, i hope you will read this cause this is a very important message to you. Initially, i thought you were a friendly person. But then soon everything changed.. Your attitude and behaviour are intolerable. And it's not just me who can't tolerate it. There's a whole lot of them out there who can't tolerate too. However, we thought that we should give you another chance since we're all friends. But to our dismay, you don't seem to appreciate it. You may not have realised it but you have offended alot of us. We are already very patient with you by tolerating your childish or should i say stupid qns. Sometimes i just wonder whether you think before you speak. Some of the qns that you asked are simply insulting your EQ. And one more thing, friends are not for you to push aside when you don't need them and find them when you need them. You are being selfish when you abandon your friends because they don't meet your expectations. You should be satisfied that we're not ignoring you totally. Also, you are so straightforward. Even if that person is a bit plump, you dont have to tell that person that he/she is fat! Please spare a thought for that person. Everyone has a limit. And that limit is reaching its maximum soon. Don't blame us if ever one day we just totally ignored you. We have already given you so many hints yet you don't seem to realise it. If you already know it, please change for the better cause we really hope you will. But if you're feigning ignorance, then i got nothing to say except that you really have a thick face.
7. I'm really disappointed in you. I guess no matter what i say wont change anything. I admit that i was wrong but you were wrong too. You nv considered my feelings and chose to ignore me. Okay. Now to think of it, your actions made me to do what i did. I'm still sorry for what i did but you were the one who left me with no choice. I hope that in the future, you will listen to your heart and not believe what you hear unless you have witnessed the incident.
8. You're a nice person and i nv regret knowing you. And i can see that you're in a happy relationship for over a year now. You must treat her well k? And i've already forgiven what you have done so don't worry too much. Must really mug for ur As! =)
9. Got to know you for a few months and you're a great friend! You just click so well with the rest of us. =) Really very fortunate to have you as a friend. You're always smiling and i believe i have never seen you frown before.. So lets just keep it that way! =)
10. In the past, you were there for me when i needed you. But now, everything has changed. Sometimes i wonder how a person can say something and yet do another thing. You don't practice what you preach. I trusted you but this is what i got in return. And yes, you have changed. You're not the person whom i used to know. It doesn't matter if i have known you for 2 weeks, 2 months, 2 years or even 20 years. All i know is that you've changed. Changed for the worse or better, that's for you to judge. I have no say in it. Miracle rarely occurs and yet you chose to give up on it. I don't hate you cause i can't find any reason to do. I don't blame you for what you did cause i can't bring myself to do so. I only blame myself. And i nv regret persuading you to transfer. As much as it hurts now, i'm glad that you're enjoying your life in the institution. Perhaps you may forget about me in years to come by. But one thing for sure, you'll always occupy a special place in my heart and nothing will change or replace it. Maybe you're reading this, maybe you're not. But i will still say what i have to say. You have already move on with your life. But i have not. Just like what all my friends, guys can easily forget someone within 3 months. I can't believe you did that. The pain has been felt. The wounds are permanently scarred. Perhaps we'll meet soon, perhaps not. But I still wish the best for you. Take care okay? And drink lots of water.
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rachel
bee bee
ouyang
huai an
elroy
Okay.. 1.24am now. Took me such a long time to finish typing this entry..
Feeling emo again..
Shiat..
Off to bed now..
think again. 11:26 PM
