Saturday, June 10, 2006
Time: 1713
Oh no no no no.. I'm supposed to be doing my essay right now instead of blogging. Hahas. Oh well.
At least I'm not the only person who has not completed the essay. =x
2 more days before submittion day!
Been sleeping quite late recently. Hahas. I'm becoming a pig. Everyday wake up,eat,use computer.
Been thinking alot of stuffs for the past few days. Maybe it was due to talking to my good friend that caused me to think of it.
Does true love exist? Maybe yes. Maybe no. It really depends on how you define it. Perhaps to most of us, true love only exist when both parties are deeply in love with each other. On the other hand, maybe seeing the guy living happily is good enough. It does not mean that being with the guy you love is happiness. To me, perhaps seeing the guy happy is good enough. Though there were many times when i blamed myself for this to happen, when i know that he's happy, I will feel happy for him too. Maybe our fate is not now. Perhaps it will be in the future, or it may just end now. Whatever it is, I'm glad that I got to know him. Life changed after i got to know him.
Someone once told me this. It's hard to let go of someone, it's just a question of whether we want to let go or not. Memories will always be kept in my heart. For such memories are too sweet and precious to be forgotten. I still remember your smile, the way you speak, the things you have done for me and the times we spent tgt. All these will be forever remembered for you are the first guy that truly treated me well. I don't mean that my ex-boyfriends don't treat me well. It's just that they are not as caring and thoughtful as him.
Saying goodbye in a r/s is a painful thing to do. However sometimes we have no choice but to do so. Life is not always that beautiful. Some questions would be left unanswered. Some promises would be left unfulfilled.
Boo. I'm so emo now. wumehmeh. =x
Going off to my kor's hse now. Gonna celebrate my nephew's 1yr birthday! =)
Whenever i look at the skyit would remind me of you.I still wish upon the stars.
think again. 4:56 PM
