Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Time: 0102
Hooray! Finally i'm done with the NEWater report.
*sigh of relief*13 pages inclusive of cover and content page. Copy paste alot of stuffs for this report.. =x
And i really mean alot! Hahas.. 3/4 of my report are literally copied paste stuffs.. Hope Dr Xu wont fail me for this.. Anyway, all my classmates are doing the same thing so there's nth to be afraid of.. All for one, one for all! =)
First day of school was rather so-so.. But my mood was brought up when i saw my classmates! Hahas.. Dr Yuen's lesson was the lesson of the day.. Hai. Sad to say my mood was dampened by what she said. However i have to admit that what she said is true to a large extent..
While she was reprimanding us, i suddenly have this thought of why i didn't stay in Jjc in the first place.. ( Vonne was also havin the same thought as me! Hahas). I'm not saying that poly is not good as compared to jc, but somehow in my heart, i always wanted to go a jc. Sajc is and still is my dream jc since sec 3, but then i couldn't get in due to my prelims results. After going for first 3 months in Jjc, i seriously didn't want to transfer. But maybe at that time i was too stubborn or whatsoever to even listen to my parents. They kept telling me to stay in Jc but i didn't wan to cause i fear that i might flunk my Gp. My friends also encouraged me to stay but i still stick to my decision of going poly.
Now to think of it, maybe staying in jc will change my life. For the worse or better, no one knows. The friendship that was established during my 3 months of study is one of the best that i ever had. My best buddies Zhen wei, Yi jun, Sou mun and Li min. They made me realised the true meaning of friendship. Li min, especially is like a big sister to me.. Talking to her always enlightened me lots of stuffs.. =) They were all there for me during my worst part of my life and i really appreciate it.
On the other hand, poly isn't that bad either. I've also made quite a number of close and good friends. But then i choose biotech cause of my interest. I may or may not go into this field in the future. Perhaps i may take up arts courses when i go university. If i ever get enrolled in one first. Poly also taught me alot of stuffs and i gained experiences through them. But there's no room for regrets now. My passion for biotech must persist! Like what Dr. Yuen said, we must always have the desire for knowledge. Passion is the crucial factor that is keepin me interested in this course. If the passion is gone, then perhaps my interest in biotech may be lost too..
If i am given another chance, i will still choose to go poly (hahas. after all the crapping, i still choose poly) The reason is simple. I like my company of friends now. I cherish and treasure the friendship that i have established with them. Though all of us are having quite a hard time now, i'm sure with constant support and encouragment, we will be able to overcome any obstacles that are ahead of us. And most importantly, i wouldn't have met him if i didn't enter Sp. Though i've been hurt, i didn't regret knowing him. So even if i'm given another chance, i will still choose to go poly and meet him regardless of all the pain that i've experienced.
Okay.. Enough of crapping.. =x
Feelin kinda emo today..
Good luck to those having their exams, especially the Jc peeps. =)
wumehmeh. =x
think again. 1:05 AM
