Saturday, May 20, 2006
Went to Great world city to watch Da vinci code on friday with vonne, jie yun, rachel, grace, benjamin and de hong..
We were almost late for the movie cause we waited for quite some time for the taxi. Luckily the show started as soon as we sat down in the cinema.. =)
All of us(except De hong), ate ramily burger while watchin the movie. Hahas..
Well, what I can say is that the movie was rather so-so.. What some of the critics said about the movie were true. For instance, Tom hanks didn't really have any expression in the movie..
And the movie was freaking 2hrs and 30 mins long!
My butt was so sore after the movie.. Lolx..
Went to the food court after that for dinner. However only benjamin and de hong ate.. The rest of us were gossiping and crapping.. Lolx..
After dinner, we couldn't resist the temptation of eating ice cream! Lolx.. So we went to get Anderson's ice cream.. Yummylicious!
We walked from Great World City to Tiong Bahru mrt station.
Had a heart to heart chat with rachel on our way there.
Hahas.. Felt so relieved after talking to her.. Thanks rachel! *muacks*
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Went to Zhi Cheng's hse today for lunch.. Hahas.. He invited quite a number of ppl to go his hse..
Zhi cheng, your mum really cook very well!!
The vegetarian food was sooooooooooooooo yummylicious!! =)
Slack at his hse with vonne,xiang ming,daryl,max,jian zhong,sharon,edric,zhen hui,shue jun and others..
We left his house and went to toa payoh central coz the guys wanted to play lan.. Eventually sharon, shue jun and I were watching them play coz we din know how to play.. Lolx..
Damn.. I'm still stuck at studyin for my tests..
ARG ARG ARG!!!
There's so many chemical reactions to memorise!
I need brain supplements to increase my memory bank!
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Tears started to flow down my cheeks when i saw what she wrote.. I know i should stop reacting this way but i just can't help it. I'm so tired of trying to forget. But at the same time, i know will be hurt if i continue this. But what choices do i have? To forget and continue my life or to remember and wait? I would rather choose the lather. I just can't let you go. Like what i told rachel. I just have that special feelin from you when we were together. It's just different from the rest of my r/s. Seeing all those stuffs just make me want to cry even more. I'm already hurt and this is affecting my life. I can't study without having the thought of you with another girl. I would always go in a daze during class and all i think about is you. I can't concentrate on my studies anymore. All i know is that i've changed ever since that day. I really hope my instinct is wrong this time. I don't want it to be true! I just hate it!!! I have to put on a smile everyday when i go to school and pretend nothing has ever happened. But i can't take it anymore. I'm on the verge of going bonkers. My heart just felt the excruciating pain when i saw it. All the stuff that you said in the past are just a pack of lies. I just can't help but to think this way. All i wan is just a simple message from you but you never did that. Isn't that difficult to send a msg? You have the time to sms your other friends but not me.I'm just a doll who has lost its value and being thrown aside. Not worthy of remembrance.I told myself not to sms you, fearing that you might be busy and i didn't wanna disturb you.But what about you? You know that i wont mind sms-ing you even if i'm busy. You didn't even attempt to sms or contact me. Sometimes i feel that you're avoiding me. Like for today, I couldn't stop myself and send you a sms. I was hoping you would reply me but you didn't. Maybe you din receive it. Maybe you receive it but you din wanna reply me. I don't know. And the promise you made. I think you have already broken it. You may have continue your life but fyi, I have not. You have lost your feelings for me, but I still have mine for you. Sooner or later, you'll just forget me.Guys, sry that i always give that bored face. I really din mean to do that. I'm so stressed out by alot of stuffs. I'm really sorry. Hope you all will understand.
I really hope my instinct is wrong this time.
think again. 11:58 PM
