Sunday, May 07, 2006
time: 2131Been slacking for most of the day.. Woke up at 11am and went out to eat with my parents.. Reached hme at 2.30pm and began to watch tv.. Then attempted to do my tutorial for BIA.. Sad to say, I didn't manage to complete it again.. I'm just lazy to think of the answers... Somemore, the answer for each qns is sooo long.. xDBrother and sis-in-law came back for dinner... Quite happy cause I haven seen them for a long time especially faith and lucas.. Oh ya.. I'm beginning to love my class!! Hahas.. We have become more bonded as compared to last yr.. Take for instance last friday, think ben or rachel saw this advertisment in the newspaper.. It was from Citigem and they're selling the pendant at $5 ( usual price $88) for charity.. Then she suggested that our class should buy it.. And my class did!Lolx.. So they decided to go Jp during the 2hr 30 min break to buy.. Some of the guys pon gems to buy.. hahas.. Me and vonne were damn happy.. =)We're goin to wear the pendant tmr! =)School has started for 3 weeks and still, I have no motivation to study. And it's just not me. Some of my classmates are feelin the same way too. Anyway, I'm no longer the person I used to be. Nowadays I just find it so hard for me to laugh or to smile. Something inside me is holding me back. Ever since that fateful day, I've sealed my heart. I'm so tired of everything. I tried to push you to the back of my mind,but I just can't do it. I don't even get a single msg from you. You may say you're busy, but are you really that busy that you can't even afford one min just to send a simple message? Night after night, i keep thinking about the stuffs you said and each time i would find all sort of excuses to convince myself as to why you are not doing what you've said. It's just so hard not to think about it. The pain has been felt. It will not go away. You are the missing puzzle to my heart. Only you will fit into the special place in my heart.
_______________________________________________________________What is love?Love is when you don't care if his gym socks stink.Love is when you'll smile at the thought of him.Love is when a simple word or message from him brightens up your day.THAT is love.
think again. 9:31 PM
