Tuesday, May 02, 2006
School ended at 2pm today.. Went to sakae at tiong bahru to eat.. Hahas.. Though only 7 ppl went for it, it was still fun!! Me, Chian Hwee, Benjamin, Ouyang, Grace, Weng chi and Choon Seng went for the lunch.. lolx..
The guys were crazy.. They wanted to competite who had the most number of plates.. lolx.. Eventually the winner was.............
Benjamin!!! Hahas.. He had 20 plates lar.. lolx.. I only managed 12...
should upload the pics later.. =)
We took quite a number of pics during our time there.. hahas.. Chian hwee, you're so gay!!!
All of us were so bloated after the yummylicious lunch.. or should i say high tea? Hahas..
By the time we left, it was already 5.30pm...
In the end, I nv eat dinner... Too bloated to eat anything.. xD
shiat.. now my throat is so dry.. seem that the medicine is not that effective afterall..________________________________________________________________Damn.. I hate myself for feeling this way...
Now I'm feeling so sad,jealous,angry and lots of emotions!!!
F*ck! Why am I such a emotional,stupid and stubborn person!
Arg!!! Hate myself for it...
Once again, I experienced the pain of zillion of knives piercing through my heart..
I tried so hard to convince myself that everything is not true, but I just can't..
plus, my parents are constantly arguing.. And everytime they just have to drag me in..
What did i do wrong to deserve such treatment?
All my dad know is scold me.. No matter what I do or how well I do, he's always shooting me back.. All day long, all he knows is to scold me.. And everytime he uses vulgarities.. I hate it when he says it..
I'm so mentally and physically drained...
I can't take this anymore!!
I just feel like crying...
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I just wanna be with you
think again. 11:04 PM
