Saturday, February 04, 2006
Chinese New Year
First of all, Happy Birthday to everyone!
Today is 初七 of the Chinese New Year, Ren Ri... =) Actually today got alot of programmes for me to go. Sad to say, my dad din allow me to go as he say this year Ren Ri very good... Sianz... I really wanted to go out with my frenz de lor... Spoil my day... Was stuck at home the whole day doing nothing... My lower back was aching like crazy and my stomach is so pain... Think my backbone is gonna break someday... Haiz...
Haven been in a good mood these few days...Feeling so stressed now coz exam is coming and I haven start my revision... Also, my parents have been naggin at me non stop for the past wk over some stuff... I know their intentions are good and I understand why... But I have already told them I wont change my decision... Haiz.. They don't seem to understand me no matter what I say... Can't I make my own decision just for once? Everything that I do, they are bound to give negative comments about it... I'm so sick and tired of their naggings... I'm so stressed up by these stuffs...
Sometime it's difficult for me to tell anyone abt it... haiz... Reason is that i dun wanna stress anyone... I dread goin home everyday as I know my mum will nag at me once i reached home... I seldom see and talk to my dad as he reaches home around midnight.. I just wish that they were not so old-fashioned.... They never understand how i feel... Whenever I tell them how i actually feel, they always think i'm talking back at them... And i hate it when they quarrel... Haiz... Life is so miserable...
Enough of ranting... Should end here.. Have to study for my anatomy test on monday... Wish me luck...
think again. 8:55 PM